You said move on, where do I go?

I want to forget you.
I want to.
But I can't.
How much I tried, I just couldn't.
Sometimes, I wonder, what God is trying to tell me.
Why do I see reminders of you whenever I feel like I have completely forgotten you?
Why does he want me to remember the happiness, and the pain you've given me?

I tell myself to let go, yet you keep coming back.
Then, am I in reality, really letting you go?

Dear God, I pray, give me answers.


I can't deal with this right now