Sleeping with tears

When you left me this cold morning, I went to the window and I saw you walking to catch a cab. I suddenly felt so empty. I missed your company so badly. I wanted you back.
I buried my face to hid my tears, to hid my sadness, to hid my heart from breaking.
I can still smell you on my sheets. I can still feel your arms around me.
Holding me while you were sleeping.
I loved it so much.
I wanted it so much.
I really can't put it in words, how much I really needed you, but I know you knew.

Slipping through my fingers all the time.