Sorry

This is it.

I am finally going to make peace.

With the girl that I hate the most.

I don't care what she thinks.

All I care is that I've done what I needed to do.

Yesterday was an epic moment.

Had a misunderstanding with Muu Muu.

I tore at my arm with my fingers and pen.

Because he took my penknife and lighter away.

Well, I invoulentarily gave him.

I still have those marks on my arms.

I really sunk the pen deep into my skin.

The feeling that it gave me,

stabbing the nib into my skin, 

was so painful, yet so heavenly.

I knew it hurt him as much as it hurt me.

Cold, cold, ice cold heartless bitch who didn't care.

Yesterday was the 2nd time I took our ring off.

We made up, knowing more about each other.

And I know how much he loves me.

Guess he love me so much I was afraid he would go.