What is wrong with me?
I am driving him away.
Just as things are starting to get better, I just picked another argument with him.
Rachel, what is wrong with your brain.
I hate myself.
I hate myeslf so much.
The only man that I love is being drivien away by me.
No one understands.
They say they do but deep down, they would never.

I want to sleep, but I can't.
I want to cry, but tears can't be formed.
I really feel so sad.

Am I becoming crazy?