Muu Muu went in today, spent alot of time with him and his kakis these past few days. It kind of feels depressing, now that almost every guy that I know is in Ns already, well, excluding those from my school and in poly. Feels kind of empty also.
They asked you if I cried
And you said
The Rachel that you know won't cry
Cause you know I am strong enough.
I've grown, these past few months, learning, losing, gaining, losing yet again.
Controlling my emotions, my feelings.
But, one day, it's just crack.
I am starting to break down.