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Rachel Roxxane Caroline A girl/Woman. A student. A dancer. A singer. An artist.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Things you do and say

You fetch me home most of the time, even though you are tired, you still do, and l love you for that, but when we fight, you think you can just leave me alone, stranded, so what is the pont of sending me back when you can leave me so easily?

I'd rather not go out with you anymore, because you are just like my ex, when we broke up, he wanted his money back, and you did exactly  the same, you asked for your money back, perhaps you should just be with someone who can sustain herself, someone who is not useless like me, who depends on her parents allowance to eat.

You want me to have more money,  I want  to work but you don't want me to, so how can I not depend on you?You yourself said you will support me, and yet you go back on your words.

I don't know what you want anymore.


Friday, January 21, 2011

Sleeping with tears

When you left me this cold morning, I went to the window and I saw you walking to catch a cab. I suddenly felt so empty. I missed your company so badly. I wanted you back.
I buried my face to hid my tears, to hid my sadness, to hid my heart from breaking.
I can still smell you on my sheets. I can still feel your arms around me.
Holding me while you were sleeping.
I loved it so much.
I wanted it so much.
I really can't put it in words, how much I really needed you, but I know you knew.

Slipping through my fingers all the time.

Monday, January 17, 2011

BlackBerry and business

I am so totally hype with my new phone!
I lovee it!!!!
I swear I do!
I am so totally busy checking my email.. Very happy!!
Thank you Mummy!!
Just finished my dance competition, didn't win, but it was a really good experience, the Uni and Poly students were really awesome!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Rain Rain.

I love the way the rain pitter patters against my window.
I love sticking my head out of the window, just to hear the sound of the rain,
just to feel the cool rain-smelling breeze running through me.
I just adore it.
Remember the times when we were caught in the rain?
Remember that we did not had an umbrella?
Not a shelter was in sight.
We ran out in the open, like funny little wild things.
Running, letting ourselves go crazy.
not caring if we are drenched, not caring if we got sick.

We just laughed and ran.
How I missed it.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year 2011!

New Year's Resolution

  1. To study hard, cause I really need to.
  2. To have enough time for my family, my friends and my Bibi.
  3. To loyally update my Tumblr, haha.
  4. To not lose my temper so easily.
  5. To work towards my dream job.
  6. To always have faith.