We Belong Together

No matter what I do, all I think about is you.
People coming, meeting new faces,
People going, leaving behind memories.
These couple of days has been somewhat a drag.
Exams are coming soon! I really have to start burying my nose, eyes and brains into my books.
I cannot deny.
I miss you so much.

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah) 

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so 
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go 
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish 
I was lying to myself 

I could not fathom I would ever be without your love 
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself 
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me 
But I thought I knew everything 
I never felt 

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice 
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice 
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side 
Right here, 'cause baby 


When you left I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please 
'Cause we belong together 

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough 

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up 
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better 

Oh, baby baby, we belong together 

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind 
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now" 
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep) 
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial 
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface 
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart 
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart 

I'm feeling all out of my element 
I'm throwing things, crying 
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong 
The pain inflicted in this song ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside 


When you left I lost a part of me 

It's still so hard to believe 
Come back baby, please 
'Cause we belong together 

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (Oooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
 

Oh, baby baby, we belong together baby! 
When you left I lost a part of me 
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please 

'Cause we belong together 

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough 

Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up 

Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better 

Oh, baby baby, we belong together!

Ooooooh yeah
Ooooooh yeah
Ooooooh yeah
We belong together

xx

Rachel Roxxane 

My emotions, so hard to control.
Tears falling freely from my eyes, to my cheeks, to my lap.
I guess I need to change, to be less sensitive, to be more stronger.
But the fine line between controlling my emotions and being 'cold' towards my feelings is somewhat dificult for me.
I need to change, I have to change.
I am being selfish by hurting you.

When love comes around, it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down, knocks you down.

Love

Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
is it awesome, is it terrible
I honestly didn't know how to answer them.
I finally decided love is the most complicated of all emotions
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
make love not war
make war out of love
love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough
Above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest careing for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tries your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doenst kill you
makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, though love.
Werent afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, loved someone no matter what people thought.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...

Cry Lyrics

Cry Lyrics
Artist(Band):Mandy Moore

Verse 1
I'll always remember
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Verse 2
It was late in September
And I'd seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

Bridge
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
Alright

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon......
in places no one will find

Chorus 2xs Out
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I think i saw you cry
The moment i saw you cry
I wanted to know you

Fffffffuuugleeeeyyy

Tired, shag, and just want to collaspe on the bead and sleep. This is how I am feeling.
I do not have much to say for today, just want to buy a bag tommorow with Sal, and use it.
Should go buy Love Box and start a collection.

I am Tired.

Piss Off Bitach!

xx
Rachel Roxxane

Tide is high but I holding on.

Whew, just came back, very tired. Went to go work work, now I am reminded that I am getting older all the time, not so active or flexible anymore. Need to go thai massage. Hmm, or I could ask someone to massage for free. Hehe. I so need a new bag already! Going with Sal to buy one on wednesday? After dance. He bought one for his friend, so big sei! Can fit dead body inside. Oops, cannot say that. Exams coming already, this Wednesday is OFA (Office Applications/Old Fuck'd Asre). And next week is my BZE (Business Environment)<< so like Geography sei. Ok dears, I am needed to do my projects, (yet again).

Love You!

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Rachel Roxxane

Sunday, a day for all mortal beings to lay down their work and rest the day away. 
I am stuck at home trying to finish up my projects because the stupid due date is tommorrow.
I really hate communication breakdowns and I am super pissed by it.
I also hate laggy computers and fat files to download.
I am such a procrastinator. 

Damn it.

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Rachel Roxxane

Look at this girl singing here, wait, it's me. 
What the hell, I look constipated. Haha!
I wanted to say that event rocks, but I would be lying.

Fugly skank who goes to hell, even the devil runs away.

Cause you are a damn skank who is out to ruin people's life cause yours is all screwed up. Well you have done it! Are you happy now? You find it very fun right? It fills you up with pleasure to see others scorn and be so fake to others when you yourself is one hell of a 'BARBIE PLASTIK SHIAT!' Or should I rephrase 'BABI'. Good job, really, I did not know a person like you can pull this sort of stunt of. Why should I reminiscence about your good qualities and the good things you have done? Who do you think you are? Miss Universe? Out to save the world from poverty and do goodwill to others? If you want to be so patriotic, you should start by saving yourself. But maybe it is too late for you, cause you are digging your own grave, deeper and deeper until one fine, beautiful day, when you look up from your shoveling, you will find that your hole is so deep, how desperately you try to climb out, grabbing all those loose rocks and soil, and crying incoherently, tearing your hair out, I will be sitting beside that hole, enjoying a glass of wine, savourying every sweet drop, with the wind carassing my skin, my eyes closed in deep pleasure, knowing you can never enjoy what you desire the most, 'FREEDOM'.
Seeing you in unimaginable torture, only then, I will be satisfied.

You reap what you sow.

Skank.

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Rachel Roxxane

Rachel

1.	rachel	2788 up, 1330 down
	The most edible female name

2.	rachel	2239 up, 1070 down
	Hebrew name meaning 'an ewe', or 'little lamb'. Symbolizes purity.

3.	Rachel	2111 up, 1133 down
	A smart, sassy and sexy young woman who knows things from fashion to film to literature, from Manolo Blahniks to Mahatma Gandhi.

4.	Rachel	1363 up, 834 down
	rachel's are usually cute and pretty. have a good body and are smart. they also tend to be popular and silly and like to fool around

5.	rachel	871 up, 511 down
	one of the sweetest most kindest person in the world who is always right. And she'll tell you so!She also really likes Larry the cable guy who is one of the biggest rednecks of our time!!!

6.	Rachel	1099 up, 801 down
	a purehearted, kind, and compassionate woman; a good listener and a leader with the love of many

7.	Rachel	301 up, 72 down
	(n.) one, usually a girl but can be a really fem man, who spazzes about everything, but in a fun, lovable and entertaining way. note: these spazzes are not bad like flipping out on someone, they are energetic ways of telling interesting or non-interesting stories look at how her hands are shaking, she's such a rachel.

8.	Rachel	447 up, 253 down
	1. She's the girl that everyone is jealous of...sexy, fun, smart, outgoing, and easy to talk to. She has a heart of gold and although she might seem bulletproof, she's caring and sensitive on the inside. 2. A girl who isn't afraid to speak her mind or be herself. Watch out boys, she's a heart-breaker. A girl who won't settle for anything but the best, but rightfully so. She doesn't need a man to have a good time. 3. She's the friend you call at 2am when you need someone to tell you that everything's going to be ok. Sweet, comforting, and a great listener.

Some terms of what 'Rachel' means.

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Rachel Roxxane

Sick, with the best combination ever, fever, flu and cough. No mood to talk today cause I went to see the doctor in the afternoon. It was raining cats, dogs, frogs, logs, crocs(ugghh), everywhere and I accidentally put my foot into a super big puddle cause I thought it was transparent. WTFH, missed school cause I am ill, suck balls, everyone all sick!
Want to do finish my projects.
Want to get rid of negative thoughts.
Want school to end!

xx
Rachel Roxxane

The tribute that vice pays to virtue.

People are dying everywhere and there is famine and all and here I am, with the air-con blazing at me and a carton of choco-chip ice cream screaming to be eaten. I cannot wait for school to end, again! Really want my holidays and abit of free time to chill out. I know I have not been very active in school, ie: coming late, not really giving much into projects, skipping lessons [coming late durr], and ect, but I really want to change and damnit if there are just some obstacles I got to overcome I will damn well not let anything or anyone bring me down. I have given up too much sometimes and i have close my eyes to so many situations. I am still a young teenager who is going to grow into a mature adult soon, so LIFE, give me your best shot.

Pride: In almost every list Pride (Latin, superbia), or hubris, is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to acknowledge the good work of others, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the titulary famed Parisian doctor. In perhaps the best-known example, the story of Lucifer, pride (his desire to compete with God) was what caused his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. In Dante's Divine Comedy, the penitents were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce feelings of humility.

Just random things that I have been reading.

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Rachel Roxxane

Tired today, 2nd time with no makeup in school, feels kinda naked.
I looked out of my house, and I see a big fat raindrop which hit me smack on the end of my nose.
Then I saw many many drops with faeries all sailing on it racing down from the skies.
Went to have KFC with my dad an hour ago, saw a guy trying to floss his teeth with his straw.
Then, saw this fat woman eating the chicken so fiercely and so man-ly, even taking her partner's fries. Omfg! Now back home to talk about it. Lame. Haha!
I do not really know what i am talking about now.
I think I better run off to bed.

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Rachel Roxxane

In the fun fair

Looks like the spinning cups and the carousel are the famous rides in the fun fair. Everyone, grab a partner and we'll sit and spin round and round.
We lose some enemies, we gain some friends. I guess it is just the way it is.
We cannot change the way people are, we can only change ourselves, but are we really risking everything until we lose who we truly are?
I miss the past too much.
I cannot expect my current friends to be what I want them to be.
This is just life.
Take it or leave it.

xx
Rachel Roxxane

I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to cause you so much pain. I did what I thought was best for you. I did not want to torture your soul, your body. You.
I do not know what has become of me. I am losing myself, I am losing myself. I am losing myself.
My dreams, my expectations that I brought with me to school, to my new life when I start afresh, all goes down the drain. I do not know what I am doing now. My life, for now as I know, I shit. Wasted. I see my friends, their lives, though not all are smooth, they still are going on.
I feel like giving up now.
I feel like it is meaningless.
I am sorry to those who I love and who love me back.
I cannot take this anymore.
I really can't.

Goodbye.

xx
Rachel Roxxane

Am I who I am?

I have spent the whole of Monday playing mindless, relaxing games and fb-ing my applications like mad. Omfg, I hope I do not turn into those addicted gamers whose eyes are stuck onto the computer screens and drools inconsistently while reaching out to the nearest possible food/drinks supply. I really must start on my BZE homework, God knows it's long overdue. Sigh, times like these really make me feel like running out of my life and into a world which is basically a blank white box. i shall sit there and entertain myself with invisible beings and chatter happily away to imaginary passer-bys. Rachel, you are losing your mind. Where is your brain girl?
I cannot imagine what my life is without you.
Actually, I can.
Firstly, my life would probably go on, but I guess maybe in some wierd universe thingy, I will feel as though I have something missing in my life but I just do not know what it is. I wonder...
All things happen for a reason, (Weddings, Birthdays, Anniversaries, Funerals, ect..) but what if we are always in denial whenever something bad happens?
Who do we blame?
Others?
Ourselves?
God?

Frankly, I do not know what is going through my mind right now.

xx
Rachel Roxxane

It's wonderful, marvelous, simply magical! I watched the highly rated animation, UP yesterday and I swear it is seriously funny!! I dare say I want to watch it again. That picture above is just one of the long awaited photos from my Latin Dance performance. I love dancing Latin. So fun! Except I almost twist my ankles sometimes (damn unglam). Today is Saturday! I want to eat Subway! Damnit!!!! Tomorrow's National Day! I so do not want to be anywhere near the television in the evening!!!!!! I'll die if I see myself on SG Idol T_T
I'll have to shave my hair, do plastics.
Dear God, please do not show the bad side of me.
These people are still innocent.
Just show the good side.

xx
Rachel Roxxane

Tomorrow, tomorrow,

1. I am waiting for tomorrow to come.
2. I am anxious about my school project.
3. I cannot stand waking up for my Epl project on a SUNDAY!!
4. I need to buy new shirts.
5. I really want to buy gorgeous, sex-aa lingeries.
6. I really need to find my brains cause I am mindlessly typing A*hole stuff.
7. Elaine! Must follow me to the chicken rice auntie and ask her for DICKED CHICKEN RICE!
8. I am trying to spam fb like mad.
9. My mid is already wandering.
10. I think that is all?
11. Damn this~
12. Happy Early National Day~
    

Lepak around school library during our break period. Ask me why we are sitting on the floor? Cause the library is pathetically small!

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Rachel Roxxane

Brokeback Mountain??

During Lpd, two very sweet guys 'posed' for my shot. Awww, reminding you of anything familiar? A certain Movie perhaps??

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Rachel Roxxane

This is just one of the random things I would do, to passed time (:


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Rachel Roxxane

"Amigas Cheetahs"


No matter where we come from we can be ourselves and still be... one
AMIGAS CHEETAHS
FRIENDS FOR LIFE
THE RHYTHM AND EACH OTHER
THAT'S WHAT KEEPS US TIGHT
AMIGAS CHEETAHS
LIVIN' THE DREAM
NOTHING'S EVER GONNA COME BETWEEN US
AMIGAS
What could be any better than
Knowin' someone will be there when
You gotta pour your heart out
Tell your secrets to
Someone who lets you be yourself
There when you need help
They’ve got your back win or lose

[repeat chorus]

Kickin' it with 'em just for fun
Or when you need the 411
Someone who gives a shout out
When lose your faith
Just when you think nobody can ever understand
They're right here to
Show you the way
AHH, AHH, AHH, AHH...
AHH, AHH, OOOOOH
Friends for life

[repeat chorus]

YA QUE ESTAMOS JUNTAS
ESTAMOS EN UN MUNDO
DONDE SOMOS UNO POR LA MUSICA
If we just believe it
You know we can be it
Nothin' can stand in our way
Stand in our way

[repeat chorus 2x]

Nobody, Nobody But You!

Yay! Printer is fixed finally, now the problem is my msn. Shit, Hate it! Oh well, just got to live with it. Hani went back today, so sad, cause there was only the 4 Amigos, like that how to be Cheetah girls? Haha!! This is one of my favourite song from them.

Title: Al La Nanita Nana -With english translation-

A la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
(my girl is sleepy blessed is she, blessed is she)

Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
(my girl is sleepy blessed is she, blessed is she)

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora
(little fountain that runs clear weeping singing)
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
(nightingale in the jungle, singing it weeps)
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
(hush while the cradle balances)

Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
(my girl is sleepy blessed is she, blessed is she)

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora
(little fountain that runs clear weeping singing)
Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora
(nightingale in the jungle, singing it weeps)
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
(hush while the cradle balances)

Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea
(my girl is sleepy blessed is she, blessed is she)

Thanks to -SweetKT12188.

Stupid printer has a problem, stupid pimples all popping out and I am so stress. Need I say more? My left eye is completely spasming ever since I don't know when. Seriously painful. Today, i had S & W and we played Netball. Elaine Nat , Shaheerah, Jun Teng, Emu, Hui Yi, and yours truly were against Ella, Tasha, Hani, Asri, Faz, Nezah. I got a big phat bilster and sprained my right ankle. The sun is killer hot today, i don't think I will ever get a tanned. Ever. School went by somwhat fast and slow today, cause today we had one of our class group's project, "IEH Got Talent", I just sang my all time favourite song, and Nina sang "Zombie", backups from Ru Ru and Yan (you guys play so well!) Now, Dad's watching Desperate HouswWives, at least that is better than watching Independence Day, EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. TWICE. EACH. DAY!!! Shucks. I feel like sleeping now, but I already took a nice nap just now. maybe I try to dream of ice cream (:

Goodnight my love, plesant dreams. . .
Sleep well my love, dream away,
Softly and gently,
Always loving you everyday. . .

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Rachel Roxxane

Not much today, just want to stop playing at the carousel and keep going round and round in circles. If you ask me, the problem is between us. All of us. So lets just talk it out and not keep going in circles.