Shoes, chocolates for the feet.

Knowing that it is the last week of holidays always makes me so extremely depress.

Sad.

No other words to describe it.

Well, at least I have something to do, rather than sit my ass, wasting time at home.

Going to chiong my project for Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday.

Oh! Good news! I got my new shoes! :D
From PrettyFit, thanks to Evelyn.

And dearest bought me a pair of Havans.

I know, he spoils me so much.

Having new footwear makes me so so happy, I just love shoes like no ones business.

Stilettos, pumps, flats, slippers, I love 'em all!
Happy me with my shoesies!

At least I can walk to school with a new spring in my step.

Last Week

Today marks the last week of my holidays.
Sad, yes, but it is true.
I have to start school again, back to the old grind.

I want to start work soon!
Get some money and get stuff before the GSS ends.

I also want to save money from now on.
Since I am planning to go overseas during my next holidays.

Money Money drop from the sky.

Pearl Renee Cheong

You were one of my first friends went I joined choir.
You helped me fit in and made me laugh.
Until now I can still remember the days I spent at your place, doing choir slides,
making Audrey's birthday present.
I also remembered the Fridays we spent after my school and before yours going to Subway to share a 1-foot meal.

Pearl, for all the times you've helped me for so many things.
Thank you.

Seeing you go, makes my heart a little more empty, for you held such a special place.

I love you as a friend.
God bless you Pearl.

Take A Bow

Ohh, how about a round of applause
Yeah, standin' ovation
Oooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
Ohhh...

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (ohh)

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Ohh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause
A standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now...

Little mind clouds

I have been having weird dreams lately.
Random little dream clouds, some of which had nothing to do with my life.

Only yesterday, I dreamt of some guy doing extreme Pakor.
He was jumping around a school, which look familiarly like my secondary school.
He kept teasing a teacher too.

The day before, I dreamt that me and my Muu Muu were in some futuristic place.
I couldn't really remembered what happened.
Just that Muu Muu was protecting me.

Don't know what is wrong with me.

Sha

Your smile.
Your laughter.

Your quirky ways and eccentric behaviors.
Your little dances.
Your little jumps.
Your crazy hand gestures

Your tears.
Your sorrows.
Your sad conffessions.

Don't listen to  what others say.
Don't let them get in your way.

Don't fret thinking that you might not get into Poly.
Miracles happen to those who deserves it when times seemed the bleakest.

If you think that you are not beautiful,
you are making a huge mistake.
You would be trying to say that your future love will judge you only by appearance.

Don't keep thinking when you would find Mr Right.
Might not be now, but sooner or later, when you least expected.
You deserve someone special.


He will be grateful and give thanks to God for finding such a lovely woman.
He will cherish you and the special moments you both share.
He will love you with all of his heart, just as much as you do.



Put your trust in God and let him guide you.

Good things happen to those who wait.

It's me.

It's not you, it's him.
it's not him, it's her.
It's not her, it's me.

Blame game.
Everyone plays it.


It's always the same.
No matter who plays it.

Fingers pointing.
Leading all into one circle.
Going round and round and round.

No one wants to admit.
No one wants to be jeered at.
No one wants to be hated.

So we keep quiet.
Waiting, waiting, for the culprit.
Either the problem goes away, or we find some way to make that person admit.

But it's always the same.
Those who know the finger should be pointed at,
are the guilty ones.

Meds Intake

I went to the doctor today, to get a check up on my adominal pain.
Turns out I was a wee bit too late to go for a proper check up so the Doc gave me some paracetamol and antacids for it.

It hurts when I breathe in.
It hurts when I sneeze.
It hurts when I walk.


Painful, to laugh, to sit, to sleep.

I want to have my most difficult medicine, which is so hard to obtain.



My Muu Muu.

THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU

To be exact, yesterday was damn happening.
Suppose to meet Muu Muu at Jurong Point at 1930, but after waiting till 2030, I kind of felt that he might not be able to come out.
When he called, I know by the way his voice quivered, that I would not be able to meet him.
I left then, with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes.
But I understand dear.
I always do.


Here's a song, dedicated to you.

ASLYN MITCHELL: THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU LYRICS

when you have to look away

when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what

Sweet Face

To see you sweet face, sleeping on my bed.
I love to hold and hug you.
You bring me sadness, tears, heart pains.
But you also bring me more joy, laughter and love.

I know you want to spend time with me, but you can't help but sleep.
It's perfectly fine dear, as long as you are with me, it's okay.

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Buffet

Will be updating the pictures :D

Happy Belated Birthday Mother!

Suppose to go out with Sha today to make a cake for my mum, but she couldn't go last minute cause her Mum wants her home to study, and I was kind of upset cause we planned to go out yesterday, but I guess studies comes first. It's alright.

Anyway, I decided to not go out, since I'll be alone, I don't mind being alone, really, but I rather have someone with me and have fun decorating a cake with.

Oh well, going for a buffet with my family later in the evening so I guess I'll just be sleeping the day away.

Last minute change of plans, might be going with my brother?

Rachel Roxie Ann and My Muu Muu

Where's Rachel when I really need her?

I am sick today, been sick these past few days.
Went to the polyclinic and met Mark.
We talked about so many things, mostly my life.

I realised, that perhaps I might have been abandoning my friends.
Those who are especially close to me.

Stacey, you are my oldest friend, and you have always been there for me, but I wasn't there for you all the time.

Fafa, my second closes, and yet we always seem to drift apart.

Shaheerah, currently, one of my close dearies, but sometimes, maybe most of the times, I always have to cancel our plans last minute.

One way or another, I seemed to be letting my friends down.

You girls do not deserve this.

I am sorry, but I don't know how to right my wrongs.

Muu Muu

Just miss you so much when you are not around.
Just miss your smile, your hugs, your kisses.
I know I can live without you, but not my heart.

How do you still stay with me so long?
After knowing not just the good, but the bad parts of me?
Guess I don't know what to say, just that. I love you.