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Rachel Roxxane Caroline A girl/Woman. A student. A dancer. A singer. An artist.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Time passes by..

Isn't it wonderful, waking up in an empty house,
with the wind in your hair, the soft rays of the sun on your face,
and knowing that it's Friday :)

Time is passing by so fast, it's already the last week of November..
Okay, not the last week, but almost the last week.
Soon it'll be December, and I know how time passes by fast.

Soon I'll be graduating, soon it'll be time for me to decide,

I know I do want to go Poly, but then what if my results is not good?
I do have another option, a job opportunity actually.
To work at NTUC First Campus as an infant care teacher.
It's a 3 and a half year course and work.
So, I study and work at the same time..

Trouble is, if I do take that job I'll be like 24 or 25.. then I go poly.. another 3 years,
Graduate when I am 28.. omg...
So OLD...

Whatever.. Put this aside.

I miss talking to you.
Like really sitting down and spending time with you.
hope that I could really talk to you soon.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Sha lovessss...

Monday, November 22, 2010

Let's Get ;Loud

Oh my GOODNESS! I just finished checking my fb, thanking everyone, (so sweet of them) and now clearing my games on fb. HHAHAHAA, fcking stoned and headache.
I want my BLACKBERRY!!!!!
Oh well... I feel like I have something stuck in my throat. Damn. Hate the feeling..
I miss my B..
Just finished Nina's concert yesterday! -Huge Success-
The photos and vids can be seen on fb, so I don't wanna post any here.

Thank you Fafa for lending me her clothes, sorry for the small hole in the leggings..
Thank you B, for bringing me 'dinner', I lovve you.
Thank you Sha!!! For coming on your break!

Hhee... <3

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Happy 20 years old to ME!

I finally turned 20, on the 19 of November, 2010.
I want to thank the following people,
who wished me a Happy Birthday
cause without you guys, 
it wouldn't be possible.

My Mum and Dad
My Brother
My Aunty Angie (who gave a sweet present)
My Dearest<3
My lovely Shaheerah
My Awesome Fafa
My Mad Nina

My dance partner Fique (06:44)
My Nana (08:57)
My Wonderfullest Stacey (09:40)
Crecentia (10:59)
Uncle Winston (22:40)

And especially to all the people who wished me on my FB.. 
Thank you!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

The reason why...

The reason why I don't want to say 'WE' should do this this this 
is cause I don't want to let you down if I know I can't make it.

The reason why I don't want to keep saying 
'You're irritating but I love you'
is cause I don't want you to be dependent on it
cause one day I may not BE ABLE to say it to you
and that would make me sad.
The reason why I want you to change 
is cause I know that in the REAL world
it is very difficult for people to understand you
the way I do.

I do accept you
Your flaws
Your insecurities
Your everything that makes you
But you can't keep falling back on them
You can't keep being upset and emotionally weak
It's never going to make you strong.

I know that I can't be there for you in the future
That's why I want you to be strong now
So that you won't need me
 So that you would be in control of yourself

I don't want to say things or make promises to you
and end up not fulfilling them
And end up making you upset

The reason why I keep asking you about your financial status 
is cause I care about you not eating
I understand how it is like to see your friends eat and you not eating
And the most important things I care about is
  1. If you had sufficient sleep
  2. If you filled your stomach with food so you go hungry
  3. If you got enough money for transport.
That's all the MAIN criteria.

I know I can be such a nag
But I always hope that whatever I say
you would remember

Cause most of the times.
Those things are the stepping stones to living in the real world.

That's all.
For now..
Take care.


Friday, November 12, 2010

You are my RIGHT

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Something small which hurts too much

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Happy 1 Year and 7 Months :)

Happy Anniversary Karl.
Happy anniversary and many more. 

Saturday, November 6, 2010

hold me close and tell me you love me.

I just came backkk.
Would you believe it if I told you I am 69kg now?
I swear, I danced and I still gain weight.
So totally WTF right???!!

I went out with B to orchard today.
He bought me awesome Uniqol Jeans.. Hheeee..
We met his sis and friend at Wisma's Starbucks.
Later... go Cine for dinner, hehe.

Watching MJ's concert.

Check This Out!!!

Awesome or what??! Stacey can do beautiful ones like these. :) 


Wednesday, November 3, 2010


You are beautiful, no matter what they say.