Time passes by..

Isn't it wonderful, waking up in an empty house,
with the wind in your hair, the soft rays of the sun on your face,
and knowing that it's Friday :)

Time is passing by so fast, it's already the last week of November..
Okay, not the last week, but almost the last week.
Soon it'll be December, and I know how time passes by fast.

Soon I'll be graduating, soon it'll be time for me to decide,
Work/School?

I know I do want to go Poly, but then what if my results is not good?
I do have another option, a job opportunity actually.
To work at NTUC First Campus as an infant care teacher.
It's a 3 and a half year course and work.
So, I study and work at the same time..

Trouble is, if I do take that job I'll be like 24 or 25.. then I go poly.. another 3 years,
Graduate when I am 28.. omg...
So OLD...

Whatever.. Put this aside.

I miss talking to you.
Like really sitting down and spending time with you.
hope that I could really talk to you soon.

CUTEEEEEE

Sha lovessss...

Let's Get ;Loud

Oh my GOODNESS! I just finished checking my fb, thanking everyone, (so sweet of them) and now clearing my games on fb. HHAHAHAA, fcking stoned and headache.
I want my BLACKBERRY!!!!!
NYAA!!!
:'(
Oh well... I feel like I have something stuck in my throat. Damn. Hate the feeling..
I miss my B..
OMG!!!
Just finished Nina's concert yesterday! -Huge Success-
The photos and vids can be seen on fb, so I don't wanna post any here.

Thank you Fafa for lending me her clothes, sorry for the small hole in the leggings..
Thank you B, for bringing me 'dinner', I lovve you.
Thank you Sha!!! For coming on your break!

Hhee... <3

Happy 20 years old to ME!

I finally turned 20, on the 19 of November, 2010.

I want to thank the following people,

who wished me a Happy Birthday

cause without you guys, 

it wouldn't be possible.

:)

My Mum and Dad

My Brother

My Aunty Angie (who gave a sweet present)

My Dearest<3

My lovely Shaheerah

My Awesome Fafa

My Mad Nina

My dance partner Fique (06:44)

My Nana (08:57)

My Wonderfullest Stacey (09:40)

Crecentia (10:59)

Uncle Winston (22:40)

And especially to all the people who wished me on my FB.. 

Thank you!

The reason why...

The reason why I don't want to say 'WE' should do this this this 

is cause I don't want to let you down if I know I can't make it.

The reason why I don't want to keep saying 

'You're irritating but I love you'

is cause I don't want you to be dependent on it

cause one day I may not BE ABLE to say it to you

and that would make me sad.

The reason why I want you to change 

is cause I know that in the REAL world

it is very difficult for people to understand you

the way I do.

I do accept you

Your flaws

Your insecurities

Your everything that makes you

YOU.

But you can't keep falling back on them

You can't keep being upset and emotionally weak

It's never going to make you strong.

I know that I can't be there for you in the future
(THAT DOESN'T MEANT THAT WE WILL PART WAYS AH!!)

That's why I want you to be strong now

So that you won't need me

 So that you would be in control of yourself

Independent

I don't want to say things or make promises to you

and end up not fulfilling them

And end up making you upset

The reason why I keep asking you about your financial status 

is cause I care about you not eating

I understand how it is like to see your friends eat and you not eating
And the most important things I care about is

1. If you had sufficient sleep
2. If you filled your stomach with food so you go hungry
3. If you got enough money for transport.

That's all the MAIN criteria.

I know I can be such a nag
But I always hope that whatever I say
you would remember

Cause most of the times.
Those things are the stepping stones to living in the real world.

That's all.
For now..
Take care.

You are my RIGHT

Something small which hurts too much

Happy 1 Year and 7 Months :)

Happy Anniversary Karl.

Happy anniversary and many more. 

hold me close and tell me you love me.

I just came backkk.

OMG.. SO FCKING TIRED.

Would you believe it if I told you I am 69kg now?

I swear, I danced and I still gain weight.

So totally WTF right???!!

I went out with B to orchard today.

He bought me awesome Uniqol Jeans.. Hheeee..

We met his sis and friend at Wisma's Starbucks.

Later... go Cine for dinner, hehe.

Tired..

Watching MJ's concert.

Check This Out!!!

Awesome or what??! Stacey can do beautiful ones like these. :)

 

I KNOW I KNOW! AWESOME!

Beauty.

You are beautiful, no matter what they say.